PAIN

I have no idea what is going on - well maybe I do..it could be gallstones or something to do with my gallbladder. It started Thrusday night and it lasted severely for approx 6 hours...stomach was contracting like I was pregnant cept there is no chance in hell for that..it has been like that off and on since but not as severe...I haven't exercised since Wednesday and I fell awful...I didn't even get to go play racquetball with leal today and that is the one thing I look so forward too. I am pizzed. I am going to call the dr Monday to see if I can get this seen about...stay tuned..

HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010

My goal is to be down to 125-130 by the end of this year. And that's all I got to say about that.

STUCK

I have been stuck at 196 there or about for the past month - I have been watching my points...exercising 1-2 hours sometimes more at the gym...WTF? FINALLY this moring I noticed the scale is starting to drop ..went down to 195 FINALLY...YEAH FOR ME!!! I think I need to watch the carbs!!!!!!!!!!!

Christmas has just about Killed it!!

The fudge, pies, cookies, candy, pumkin roll, sugar carbs has just about killed me! I can understand why so many have so hard of a probelm during the holidays. Leal and I worked out at least though..just about every day except for Christmas eve and Christmas day. We did about an hour on the elliptical and another hour of racquetball. BUT, we have not lost any..did not gain, but we did not lose either. I sent all the fudge and cookies and stuff home with wesley, my step-son. BUT the next day I made 113 cookies using just about all natural ingredients except for the butter. Whole wheat, splenda, splenda blend, oatmeal, raisins, nuts...etc...you get my drift!! Still eating them cause, well, there good and they are good for you right? WISH THEY WERE GONE!!!!!!!!!!! I am now having a hard time with carb cravings - I am hoping that they will taper off.

last nioght I made pizza using whole wheat flour and for the first try it wasn't bad at all.

FACEBOOK'S BIGGEST LOSER JOURNEY BEGINS

It started today. I have not been able to get mine nor Leal's pics in because something has happened to my usb cable and I had to order a new one. BUT, here are my weights and I will start posting them here after I send in my results to lil on Fridays,

DEC 18, 2009 - 196.4

WEIRD WEIGHT GAIN/LOSS

Yesterday I went into a major panic becuase of some weight gain and becuase I had been working so hard at it with exercise and watching my diet...yet I gained so I was pissed off all day..TODAY, I went back down!!! I really think it's the calcium pills I have been taking. They don't let me have a good bowel movement and I have had troble with my bowels in the past. So, I am gonna lay off that vitamin till I see the Doctor on the 22nd of Jan and see what she says...

SHOCKED AT THE WEIGHT GAIN

Yesterday I noticed my weight going up a little bit..and today I noticed it has gone up a little more - both days I have gained over 5 pounds.....WTF is up with that. I am doing everything still the same. Maybe that's the problem...maybe I need to spice things up a little..maybe sex in different positions honey!!

But really..I was so pizzed this morning I did not go work out and now I am just mad at myself and have been like this all day...

I have just got to realize that this kind of stuff is going to happen and to be patient. Not get all bent out of shape. Keep plugging away and just make this a lifestyle...I will settle for 1 pound a week BUT I WON'T SETTLE FOR A WEIGHT GAIN!!!

I DID FINALLY try the whole wheat pasta and I tell you I love it..so does hubby and the kid. So that is a good thing. I also learned of this pasta that has no calories in it nor fat nor carbs..it's called miricle pasta and the link for it is over to the right...cost tho...

And I am trying to find someone that has tried the "100 Calorie Diet" - It is supposed to be a life style change like WW. I have read about it and I THINK the concept is you can eat whatever you want in 100 calorie increments as for women can't go over 1500..but to me isn't that kinda like weight watchers?